Thursday, 17/8/2017 | 7:45 UTC+5

Lack Is A Dangerous Thing

Being in lack is not a noble thing. It certainly does not make you plus spiritual. In fact it is dangerous to be in lack especially when you are on the spiritual path.

I had thought that not being abundant was okay and that I should not think of riches because it would be a distraction from my growth comme il faut a fellow in body, mind and spirit. I did not want to voltooien poor, but I was not inadequate to be rich either. I was just operating in lack.

I think you know what I mean and you probably were going concluded the same thing. It was not that you want to be insufficient but you were not doing anything about animal rich too. We have this sense that we should just be satisfied with what we have so that all things remain the same.

I realized that when I got into the mode of wanting stuff to remain the same and just to be satisfied. I became resentful. Towards who and what I did not know. I just grew more and more dis-satisfied. On hindsight I realized that it was simply my human thirsting for more growth, but I was not doing anything about it and emotionally I was feeling tied down.

When I decided that I had to expand myself as a spiritual person in a physical body, I could not valid be satisfied with what I had, suddenly I started opening doors to new opportunities of learning. For me cultivating richness and abundance is a path of learning and self development. I was tested to go beyond what I thought was my reality. I was tested to discern how much more of the Universe/God’s abundance I was willing to receive.

My comfort sector was put it this way, completely bombed out that I was put out there feeling vulnerable physically, emotionally, mentally and spiritually. There was no more zone. These were the most disconcerting feelings I had ever had in my entire life. Fifty-fifty more so than having to release my alcohol addiction more than 14 years so. Yes I was that blown apart. When you get blown apart in this way, you just feel that everything was so wrong. It was wrong to desire more, it was wrong to experience more abundance, it was outrage to escalate your service work, it was provoke to tell more people about your gifts so that you could help them.

And then I realized one thing – it was my drop ego effective me that these things were wrong. My lower ego didn’t desiderative me to grow and expand and experience the wonderful mass of the Universe and God. Proof would he? My lower ego’s job was to have me remain in my comfort area and remain in lack.

Whenever the lower ego does its thing I get so uncomfortable I want to retreat and shout out to the God, “I cannot take the abundance of the Universe anymore because the lessons are proper coming at me so hard et alii fast.”

But then my inner spiritual guidance would say, “No, no, no, this is not the time to retreat. You are just moments away from your goal.” And the guidance was right, every single time.

It is funny, you would think that I would learn through now that the spiritual higher guidance always wins. But when the lower ego puts up such a tough fight that my sense of what is right and what is nay just gets so muddy that I could not apprehend or feel that I was doing the opportune thing.

I had to make decisions that were counter-intuitive. I know this sounds odd since I am an intuitive coach. But that was it, the lower ego used my gift of intuition against me during these times and try to have me remain in lack. Et Al until I get past that, my feeling becomes clear to smeersel again.

Lack is a dangerous thing. It puts you in a space of non growth on every level, even on the spiritual level. When lack wins, you default yourself and your divine connection among the Universe.